I lie on my bed thinking my future aspirations, motivating myself to get there and planning accordingly. In a jiffy from nowhere comes a feeling which is no more an alien to me.I find all the thoughts shrinking exactly like mercury shrinks when it comes out of a thermometer.I feel like everything is just so meaningless. Why am I running aimlessly for everything that is toatlly useless? What will I get even when I reach somewhere? Will that be the end? No. Another race against time will satrt and it will go on and on and on.I find myself totally shaken and stirred.Then I see the mercury is on the verge of vanishing completely and I can see the zero and infinity of life simultaneously.Here all my worldly life is nearing zero and whole new indefinite,infinite world opens up for me.I feel if I let the mercury vanish I will not be able to return to 'ground'.
'Immediate action required' and I pounce upon vanishing mercury hold it tight and restretch its membrane over my mental screen and tighten the bolts on all corners.Once again I evade the trap of the ultimate truth and once again I skip the question 'aakhir kyun?'
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