Home alone!

it surprises me more than it could to anybody else dat am really writing a blog. and dat is because i know i have no experience watsoever of 'public writing'. i shud admit dat i am as bad a diary writer as u possibly can find!

so i now get into the league of greats like amir khan,laloo prasad and many others as  blog writers! no, its not dat i believe myself to be anywhere near to them in greatness dat is. just dat i came across anukriti sharma's blog accidently and loved it. i rarely get 'inspired' by somebody to 'imitate' sumthing but many other factors this time almost compelled me to get to the keyboard publicly!

one of them being the solitude am in, here in jalgaon post my third year examinations.i have held myself back here so as to prepare for the competition the world throws at me after i get through my graduation. and more importantly it gives me ample oppurtunity to slow down and also lots of  'time to stare' as they say in school books world over! i sincerely hope all the dust of anxiety brewing widin me just settles down and i get to understand myself a bit more intelligibly.

in one of the issues of RD i had once read a quote which goes like- YOU CANT BE LONELY IF YOU LIKE THE PERSON YOU ARE ALONE WITH.(i scribbled it as it is on one of the walls of my room wen i used to live all alone in a flat during my first year in engg.) I dont know if it was the quote dat changed the way i look at solitude or it just helped me realise the way i felt about it but still it is very close to my heart.it imparts me all the strength(which in the first place i never think i ever needed!) when i am alone.

Solitude does bring out the best from/in you in the form of art,music,philosophy,religiousness, and on an earthly grounds, in academics. i am really thankful for the times in solitude which has immensely affected the way i appraoach the world today.and mind it, a person who is affined to solitude must not necessarily be an introvert.an intovert is one who keeps it all to himslf and is unwilling to share himself wid the outer world but wen u go into solitary times u give urself a slice of urself!the two scenarios are completely non-conflicting as far as i have known.

give me the license to be more boring and i wud tell exactly how has the ekakipan helped my thought process develop and made me inert towards the various events which usually do corrode one's cheerful being on this 'lonely planet'!

hmmmmm! i guess its enough for the first day.

waiting for all of urs most unlikely responses!

love u all!